I am confused about my love life

Are you confused in your love life? I am very confused about my love life. Since I have been working for the best escorts in London agency, it has become more and more complicated. What I did not realise when I joined London escorts was that I had a lesbian side to me. I guess you can say that I am bisexual, but the journey to find my true sexuality has not been easy at all. It is one of the hardest things that I have had to endure in my entire life. My boyfriend is a really great guy and I love him to bits, but I do feel really conflicted about our relationship. I have this sexy lesbian friend here at London escorts, and our adventures have come to mean a lot to me. At the same time, I want to spend time with my boyfriend, but I do feel that I am being drawn to her all of the time.

It is so hard and when I am with boyfriend I can’t stop thinking about her. Coming to terms with being bisexual is tough for me. When I realised I may have feelings for a couple of the girls here at London escorts, I started to feel really guilty. It was not easy at all to find out how I felt, but when I talked to the other girls at London escorts about it, it was clear that many of them had been conflicted as well. It is now two years down the line, and I am still feeling conflicted. Is that right? I am not sure that it is, and perhaps I am feeling guilty instead.

Have I told my boyfriend about my relationship with my lesbian girlfriends at London escorts? I haven’t yet and I guess that I really should come out and tell me how I feel about my friends. I don’t want to lose his love but at the same time, I would like to be honest with myself. The period I am going through now is one of the hardest periods that I have ever gone through in my life. It does not help that I duo date with one of the girls at London escorts. Had I expected to feel like this? I had never feel like this, and it has been a real eye opener for me.

Before I joined London escorts I used to work in a strip club in Soho, and although I worked with a lot of attractive girls, I never felt like I was in love with any of them. This is something new and has only started since I got involved with London escorts. Perhaps I was always bisexual and this is nothing new at all. I keep wondering how my boyfriend would take it if he knew about my secret love life. He does not seem to mind London escorts, but I am not sure how he would feel about me being bisexual.

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